a hundred cows mooin'

by vmod

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about

coping mechanism

lyrics below so you can stream the entire thing on this page. it's worth it to you and means a lot to me.



1
oh pressure
angst swarm in
brought it home
not again

tell me all but the truth
i will not be abused

lay awake
with oneself
through the walls
we all fall

oh god
i can feel it again, it's coming
and i don't know if i can take it anymore
all i've ever tried to do is understand
understand it's got us nothing
nothing
nothing you could say to me would change my mind
do you hear me?
nothing you could say would change my mind

sometimes we all operate a little backwards



2
did you see? not likely that this could go on much longer
how is it the others, they hide it so well?
if they ask i won't say
if revealed i won't see
if they can't read between the lines neither will ...

no one will listen to me
you have become opaque
and i have become transparent

inward



3
this violent state of unrest
into which i've been dragged

there cannot be acceptance
though i have nothing left
if there cannot be reason
found within such discontent



4
and like a clock
one has been struck

it is hopeless
those days are gone
and they're not coming back

i need out

STOP



5
vibration carry me forth
into that which cannot be undone
nightmare sound you are inside of me
vibration resonate

do you force me to hear?
do i hear what you force?
who is guilty?

pain swell
carousel
for we are all humbled

for this is larger than us all
ignored the symptoms, now we fall



6
the weight of an anvil
to drag a monolith
why couldn't i hear you
why wouldn't you talk

this burden
is weightless

if i had known what i know now



7
we are all victims of ourselves
indistinguishable patterns written in fine detail
radiate
we will not be consumed
for if the earth consumes us it will be too soon



8
how can i ask forgiveness
when you don't have it to give

i have been waiting

the world is painted red



9
its not our fault

like gravity
so certainly
we lost if we played at all

like gravity
with certainty
we lost if we played at all



10
there is peace in my heart
can you ever know
i am so sorry
for everything



11
mom

credits

released August 4, 2011

all songs written and recorded by anthony richkas at that studio with cats
except guitars in serenity written by alex emerson
and guitars in earth and concede co-written by the both of us

tree, swingset, and hair illustrations by caleb olson
type and all other illustrations by abby neidig

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Track Name: earth
oh pressure
angst swarm in
brought it home
not again

tell me all but the truth
i will not be abused

lay awake
with oneself
through the walls
we all fall

oh god
i can feel it again, it's coming
and i don't know if i can take it anymore
all i've ever tried to do is understand
understand it's got us nothing
nothing
nothing you could say to me would change my mind
do you hear me?
nothing you could say would change my mind

sometimes we all operate a little backwards
Track Name: inward
did you see? not likely that this could go on much longer
how is it the others, they hide it so well?
if they ask i won't say
if revealed i won't see
if they can't read between the lines neither will ...

no one will listen to me
you have become opaque
and i have become transparent

inward
Track Name: concede
this violent state of unrest
into which i've been dragged

there cannot be acceptance
though i have nothing left
if there cannot be reason
found within such discontent
Track Name: count infinity
and like a clock
one has been struck

it is hopeless
those days are gone
and they're not coming back

i need out

stop
Track Name: apple
vibration carry me forth
into that which cannot be undone
nightmare sound you are inside of me
vibration resonate

do you force me to hear?
do i hear what you force?
who is guilty?

pain swell
carousel
for we are all humbled

for this is larger than us all
ignored the symptoms, now we fall
Track Name: weightless
the weight of an anvil
to drag a monolith
why couldn't i hear you
why wouldn't you talk

this burden
is weightless

if i had known what i know now
Track Name: april
we are all victims of ourselves
indistinguishable patterns written in fine detail
radiate
we will not be consumed
for if the earth consumes us it will be too soon
Track Name: still
how can i ask forgiveness
when you don't have it to give

i have been waiting

the world is painted red
Track Name: 22
its not our fault

like gravity
so certainly
we lost if we played at all

like gravity
with certainty
we lost if we played at all
Track Name: serenity
there is peace in my heart
can you ever know
i am so sorry
for everything
Track Name: bloom
mom